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My Story, Soul Growth

I walk into a crystal shop and start browsing. An assistant comes over and asks if I need any help. I quiz him about crystal grids and he explains the basics. Then he says: “I’m feeling you are a channel.” “Yes I am,” I tell him. “I offer guidance from spirit in sessions with clients.”


A month later I travel a bit further afield to visit another crystal shop. Again, the man behind the desk comes over to offer assistance. He tells me I have lovely energy. “You are a channel,” he says. “Yes, I work with angels,” I say. He asks if he can offer some words and I accept. “Put yourself first. Go with the flow of life. Feel not think. It’s all about remembering,” he shares.


His words stick with me on the drive home. Guidance from spirit, reminders that I take note of. I have applied each to reach this current point of evolution in my lightworker’s path, where I now feel in alignment with my purpose, my soul essence.

You see, back in 2006 when I finished my yoga teaching diploma, I was convinced I was going to teach yoga forever. It was a big surprise more than 10 years later that I began to lose interest. How could this happen? It did not make sense logically, as I had a class full of students and a passion for helping others heal, but I had to go with my feelings.


I felt a calling to something else but I didn’t know yet what it was. That space of not knowing was uncomfortable. And rather than just keep doing what I knew, I started to pull back and give myself space to breath. This was all about putting myself first, or rather, putting my higher self first. I had to go with the flow.


One day in meditation, I asked my guides if I should cancel the upcoming term of yoga classes I had planned. I got a clear message that this was a lesson for me in saying no – and to honour my need for rest – that I do not need to save everybody, and looking after me is important. I did not feel guilty about cancelling the class, in fact, I felt a rush of energy to do something else.


My interest in offering intuitive guidance to others had been rekindled and I was excited to do this work now. I had explored my intuitive gifts in development circles and courses nearly a decade earlier, and now while giving energy healings to clients my spirit team was louder than ever. I gave this aspect of myself, my ability as a Divine channel, more attention and space to grow.


Now I look back and realise that if I had kept myself distracted with other things I may have prolonged the dawdling, however productive it was, instead of moving forward on the path that truly reflects my soul essence. This game on earth is all about remembering: we are each in the process of remembering our core BEing.


Regression Therapy

The following is an edited transcript of an In-between Lives Regression I led a client through. She gives a remarkable account of heaven – the place where souls rest between their lives on earth.

Where are you? In heaven. Why are you in heaven? Because I haven’t been born yet.

What does it look like? It just looks like light, like sunlight but white.

How does it feel?
Like love times a thousand. I feel like my grandmother’s here, from this life.

Can you ask her a question?
She’s trying to console me about coming to earth again, that there’s a lot of work to do.

Is that work you have to do?
That everyone has to do – we’re all in this together. I’m seeing a circle of souls.

Are you seeing your soul group?
I feel like it might be my collective generation, so all those born within a couple of years of my birth, who are helping. We’re just praying for the earth and we are trying to give each other strength to do it, to come back.

Why is it so hard to go back?
Because everyone is so cruel and hateful and angry… confused. I feel like we’re being lined up, kind of like when we go on an airplane, like when you’re going to jump out of an airplane. But this time you’re kind of going out, like on a slide, so you jump down, slide and it’s sort of like those typical movies like “go, go, go”. And I feel a little bit more reassured now because we’re kind of playing a game with it, so we’re seeing our souls as spiritual soldiers, “we can do this together”. It’s sort of like every subsequent generation that comes through after me, it’s like the vibration has changed – we’ve got to be quite hard, maintain our individuality and be quite strong and independent and have a lot of courage to do what we need to do. I think it gets easier with every subsequent generation, so they don’t have to – we need to remember not to take life so seriously as we are, and have a lot more fun with each other and be a lot more forgiving of each other. It’s not a race, you are not competing with anyone except for maybe yourself but the soul wouldn’t even do that – its not about advancement, its purely about expression.

I’m becoming aware of how irrelevant everything is, because the soul is so in charge it’s not funny. So I’m becoming present to the power of each soul, of spirit, and it’s like playing a game that you know you’re always going to win. I think we create more of that duality in the potential of losing a game than what actually does happen, like if you look at the game snakes and ladders – in the Divine game there are no snakes, you don’t go down, you are always going up. So what was I worried about? There’s no way you can lose.