Following the Lion’s Gate Portal on 8 August, lightcodes began streaming down to our energy bodies, our merkabas, strongly for days (see my blog about this). It was not unusual, as over the past few years there have been many periods where the lightcodes come in strong and then subside, giving our merkabas time to integrate and recalibrate to the higher frequencies – that’s why we often refer to them as “ascension upgrades”.
Nearly a week after Lion’s Gate, I experienced what I would call a heart expansion. I felt an extreme amount of energy entering my heart chakra, buzzing around, unsettled. It felt uncomfortable, so I lay down and placed my hands over my heart and calmed myself with energy healing and deep yogic breathing. I knew that I needed to be still to allow the process and help my physical body and my merkaba assimilate the changes.
Two weeks passed and I could sense my energy was feeling settled. I do energy healing on myself as part of my daily routine, so I notice changes when I have big energy shifts. As I tuned into my energy I saw golden waves in my third eye, and with my hands, I could feel the vibrations as very strong and joyful. I felt extreme gratitude for the upgrade.
A week later I was having a good day and then all of a sudden I felt extremely sad, painful energy in my heart. It came out of nowhere – completely unprovoked – and when I felt into it, I couldn’t pinpoint it to one event. It hurt so much that I was crying and I asked my guides and angels to take it away. The next day I heard from two of my friends, both also Divine Feminines, who both had similar experiences at the same time as me.
We knew we were not alone and that this was Divinely guided, happening on the eve of the full moon in Pisces, a sign known for its emotional side. My guides tell me that this was to bring up old emotions from painful experiences, and beliefs that sabotage our self worth – things like poor self esteem and lack consciousness. For me, it brought to my attention the absolute need to cancel, clear and delete any thoughts leading to feelings of unworthiness. My guides want me to acknowledge my worthiness and keep it that way.
I share this information in the hopes that it will help if you experience something similar. Know that this is all for the best and highest good, even though it may feel unpleasant at the time. And call on your guides and angels for help – they are already with you and waiting for you to ask!